Category Archives: Dream

Cross Roads

Now again I am standing at the cross roads

With empty soul,while my heart stays at your door

I long for a kiss in the sun and in the rain

The one that’s suppose to heal all of the pain

What is right and what is wrong

Tired of waiting I lose faith and hope

Every night I look up to the skies

And asks GOD for a different life

“I am tired, I’m confused, I can’t make it” I say

HE gently smiles and shows me a sign each day

Betrayal

You kissed me under the moon and the stars
Held my hand & promised me your heart
When the sun came out & I opened my eyes
Saw you buried under a tonne of lies
Left me behind with nothing to live for
Begging for a life my soul tries to survive
I looked upon the same old stars
And wished for a death with all my heart
“We don’t take a soul,that’s corrupted by love”
Betrayed by the stars now I am Stranded on this Earth

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My Friend & I

My soul is filthy with hatred & loathing
Its like I’m on fire,yet nobody sees it
The screaming & shouting cuts me like glass
Still I tried to live in the house of shards
For I had a hope in a beautiful face
Who left me behind confused & afraid
Turn off the lights & lock the door
This night is ours and I need nothing more
Don’t leave me my friend I need you tonight
Only you know how hollow I am from inside
Their piercing eyes would label it a crime
“How coward she is,to take a bottle of pills”
Soon it will be over no need to worry
& if the angles won’t accept me, like in every story
I will survive even in hell
For his love awaits after this death

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Dark Night

I close my eyes and take a knife
Took a deep breath and stab it in my chest
I twist it hard trying to destroy my heart
Thick red blood is dripping hard and fast
Strange how with every stab I make
I feel my pains going away
I look around at this peaceful glow
Beautiful,like petals of roses scattered in the snow
The pain the grief the sadness the jealousy the agony
All seem to be healing in a blissful ceremony
One final look for the one last sign
And I find my self in the same old time
Don’t you worry my dear,don’t even cry
Soon I’ll doze off again,and start it all again

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My Fake Smile

I am torn up
Like piece of paper thrown out
I am broken 
Like a wine glass with a stake out
The strapless dress on my wall
My high heels in my hand
Should I go out to the world unknown
Should I show my face to the one I’ve known
I am not afraid of the shadows that haunt me
I am afraid of the reasons that you can’t see
Still I will smile with all of my teeth
So no one will see how my heart feels
Will you see the pain behind my fake smile
Will you hear the whispers that ruin my life
I will hid it all in a smile
Can you decipher my smile
My fake smile
I’ve burnt out
Like a candle in a cold dark night
I am tired
For putting a show for such a long time
Vanilla french coat over my arm
My car keys in my palm
Should I let my feet feel the sand
Should I place my heart in your hands
I am not afraid to be left out
I am afraid that you have missed me out
Still I will smile with all of my teeth
So no one will see how my heart feels
Will you see the pain behind my fake smile
Will you hear the whispers that ruin my life
I will hid it all in a smile
Can you decipher my smile
My fake smile

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Let Me Dream

I wish you could hold me in your arms
Hold me tight close to your heart
And never let me go away 
From our love’s warmth
But our relation has run its course 
And I can’t have you anymore
So I dream of you every night
Cause only dreams can bring you to me
So let me dream away into the night 
Where you’ll be by my side
With your gorgeous smile & shiny eyes
You cast a spell over my mind
I think of you from dawn to dusk
I can’t shake the feeling its like a curse
I walk under a starlit night
Picture of you in my mind
I wonder do you ever think the same
When I think of you over and over again
But our relation has run its course 
And I can’t have you anymore
So I dream of you every night
Cause only dreams can bring you to me
So let me dream away into the night 
Where you’ll be by my side

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Blue Moon

 

Sobbing eyes can’t shed a tear

Trembling lips can’t say what they fear

I didn’t know it was so hard

To smile with your broken heart

Across the room I see you smiling

Like the way you always do

I feel a tingle inside of me

Wishing I was the one there with you

Under the blue moon 

I will wait for you till its June

And no matter what the other people say 

I will always hold your hand anyway

White face, brown eyes

Black hair that always shine

You would look good in anything you wear

But what about the things your heart bears

And no matter how hard it gets

I won’t left a tear for you to shed

But my soul burns to ashes,as I see you dancing

Where am I in the picture you were taking

Can’t you feel my soul dying

Can’t you see that I am jealous about it

Under the blue moon

I will wait for you till its June

and no matter what the other people say

I will hold your hand anyway

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