Category Archives: Grief

I Ask “You”

The Smoke, the Fire, the Gunshots,the Sirens

The Cries of the Grieving

The Whispers among the Living

The Humanity is Leaving

The Fear is Roaming

In the Name of the God

Will You Kill Us All

Or The Lust for Power Lurking in Your Veins

Will let the World end up in Flames

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When I Miss You

I am chasing my dream to go back in time

With a blade in my hand I sing the old rhyme

They ask me ,What do I Miss?

I wanna say everything, though I remember nothing

The cold steel hits the warm skin of my arm

The pain brings back the once forgotten past

Your calm voice in my ears

A Beautiful smile, I haven’t seen in years

I saw the old you

The happy, the pure, the real you

But you go away as the pain goes away

I need to cut again If I wanna see you again

 

A Dying Wish

Waiting for the promised light after a broken night

How foolish was I to believe it to be right

Fighting for the last breath of hope

Wishing to relive the times I’d Lost

For the Daily Prompt # 26 at https://aprompteachday.wordpress.com/2015/06/26/prompt-26-in-a-flash-2/

My Life After You

The pen in my hand staring at white blank pages

Nothing comes to mind except for those faces

I tried to live with the Ghost of my shadows

Even tried to smile in my haunted meadows

But the letters of the past shouldn’t be opened

For the echoes of the heart should never be spoken

From Dawn to Dusk, in their eyes I have a life

Though I battle the same Demons every night

Wet sleeves like dewdrops on leaves

Empty eyes with nothing to believe

If you knew How I am without you

A mourning dove in winter without a clue

You would come back to me in an instant 

And whisk me away from the edge of my existence 

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Something I wrote for the wordle challenge from Daily Prompt https://aprompteachday.wordpress.com/2015/06/20/prompt-20-weekend-wordle-3/

Betrayal

You kissed me under the moon and the stars
Held my hand & promised me your heart
When the sun came out & I opened my eyes
Saw you buried under a tonne of lies
Left me behind with nothing to live for
Begging for a life my soul tries to survive
I looked upon the same old stars
And wished for a death with all my heart
“We don’t take a soul,that’s corrupted by love”
Betrayed by the stars now I am Stranded on this Earth

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My Friend & I

My soul is filthy with hatred & loathing
Its like I’m on fire,yet nobody sees it
The screaming & shouting cuts me like glass
Still I tried to live in the house of shards
For I had a hope in a beautiful face
Who left me behind confused & afraid
Turn off the lights & lock the door
This night is ours and I need nothing more
Don’t leave me my friend I need you tonight
Only you know how hollow I am from inside
Their piercing eyes would label it a crime
“How coward she is,to take a bottle of pills”
Soon it will be over no need to worry
& if the angles won’t accept me, like in every story
I will survive even in hell
For his love awaits after this death

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Dark Night

I close my eyes and take a knife
Took a deep breath and stab it in my chest
I twist it hard trying to destroy my heart
Thick red blood is dripping hard and fast
Strange how with every stab I make
I feel my pains going away
I look around at this peaceful glow
Beautiful,like petals of roses scattered in the snow
The pain the grief the sadness the jealousy the agony
All seem to be healing in a blissful ceremony
One final look for the one last sign
And I find my self in the same old time
Don’t you worry my dear,don’t even cry
Soon I’ll doze off again,and start it all again

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