Category Archives: Night

My Life After You

The pen in my hand staring at white blank pages

Nothing comes to mind except for those faces

I tried to live with the Ghost of my shadows

Even tried to smile in my haunted meadows

But the letters of the past shouldn’t be opened

For the echoes of the heart should never be spoken

From Dawn to Dusk, in their eyes I have a life

Though I battle the same Demons every night

Wet sleeves like dewdrops on leaves

Empty eyes with nothing to believe

If you knew How I am without you

A mourning dove in winter without a clue

You would come back to me in an instant 

And whisk me away from the edge of my existence 

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Something I wrote for the wordle challenge from Daily Prompt https://aprompteachday.wordpress.com/2015/06/20/prompt-20-weekend-wordle-3/

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My Friend & I

My soul is filthy with hatred & loathing
Its like I’m on fire,yet nobody sees it
The screaming & shouting cuts me like glass
Still I tried to live in the house of shards
For I had a hope in a beautiful face
Who left me behind confused & afraid
Turn off the lights & lock the door
This night is ours and I need nothing more
Don’t leave me my friend I need you tonight
Only you know how hollow I am from inside
Their piercing eyes would label it a crime
“How coward she is,to take a bottle of pills”
Soon it will be over no need to worry
& if the angles won’t accept me, like in every story
I will survive even in hell
For his love awaits after this death

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My Fake Smile

I am torn up
Like piece of paper thrown out
I am broken 
Like a wine glass with a stake out
The strapless dress on my wall
My high heels in my hand
Should I go out to the world unknown
Should I show my face to the one I’ve known
I am not afraid of the shadows that haunt me
I am afraid of the reasons that you can’t see
Still I will smile with all of my teeth
So no one will see how my heart feels
Will you see the pain behind my fake smile
Will you hear the whispers that ruin my life
I will hid it all in a smile
Can you decipher my smile
My fake smile
I’ve burnt out
Like a candle in a cold dark night
I am tired
For putting a show for such a long time
Vanilla french coat over my arm
My car keys in my palm
Should I let my feet feel the sand
Should I place my heart in your hands
I am not afraid to be left out
I am afraid that you have missed me out
Still I will smile with all of my teeth
So no one will see how my heart feels
Will you see the pain behind my fake smile
Will you hear the whispers that ruin my life
I will hid it all in a smile
Can you decipher my smile
My fake smile

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Let Me Dream

I wish you could hold me in your arms
Hold me tight close to your heart
And never let me go away 
From our love’s warmth
But our relation has run its course 
And I can’t have you anymore
So I dream of you every night
Cause only dreams can bring you to me
So let me dream away into the night 
Where you’ll be by my side
With your gorgeous smile & shiny eyes
You cast a spell over my mind
I think of you from dawn to dusk
I can’t shake the feeling its like a curse
I walk under a starlit night
Picture of you in my mind
I wonder do you ever think the same
When I think of you over and over again
But our relation has run its course 
And I can’t have you anymore
So I dream of you every night
Cause only dreams can bring you to me
So let me dream away into the night 
Where you’ll be by my side

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